I am struggling, I am wondering, I am dreaming

I have found myself struggling with understanding and making way through the day....

I wonder why life is so complicated....
I wonder why people make your day difficul...
I wonder way some people forget so quickly....
I wonder why some are so stuck in their rutt....

Why am I such a dreamer?
Why do I reach for more?

Am I demanding?
Am I unwanted?
Am I not good enough?

I life meant to be this empty?
Are we meant to carry the burden of others?
Are we meant to love those who don't love us back?